how can I tell you
my mind is creating my future already
all lovely and bright
and I’m sad
because my heart
still feels like
holding on, to things all gone..
However, I still try,
to let go.
because holding on holds a person back
and I know that.
and I want to move forward.
it feels like we are at the longest intermission.
in between the parts of this wonderful play.
done with the first act, excited for the next,
yet, the second one, is still on delay..